'When I went too far, though, he let me know how he felt by showing a picture he'd taken of me resting my head on the toilet the night before. It's a good butt - it's a really good butt. 'That sounds weird, but we were on a beach and she was wearing a bikini, ironing my pants! I took a picture of her and asked her before I put it out to the world. It was a bikini, not underwear, so people might have been confused. Her lowest point: Demi claimed Ashton would 'humiliate' her by sharing pictures of her passed out drunk. In 2009, at the peak of her troubles, Demi hit the headlines when Ashton posted this snap of her derriere The snap saw the Ghost star leaning down while in her underwear, which was taken after the pair had in the Turks and Caicos Islands following the wedding of her ex Bruce Willis and Emma Heming.Īfter coming under fire at the time, Ashton was forced to hit back at his critics. In 2009, at the peak of her troubles, Demi hit the headlines when Ashton shared the snap alongside the caption, 'Shhh don't tell wifey'. Ashton had encouraged me to go in this direction. I never had that kind of attachment.'Įlsewhere in her book, Demi criticised Ashton for 'shaming' her by sharing a picture of her in her underwear during their marriage.ĭiscussing her battle with alcoholism at the time, and how Ashton would humiliate her by posting images of her while drunk, she writes: 'It was confusing. I really felt like I had created an addiction to him, co-dependency, in a way I never had before. 'It was a misguided sense of not really wanting to look maybe at the harder question or what was really missing. This is a never-before-seen image of Demi Moore carrying Ashton Kutcher's baby in 2003 before she miscarried at six months pregnantĭemi confessed she felt 'addicted' to her husband, who was 15 years her junior, and put pressure on herself to keep the passion alive. He expressed something that was of a fantasy and it was in my efforts to want to please and be what I thought he wanted', she said. 'I don’t think it should be implied that he instigated. Moore also recounted suffering a near-fatal seizure, resulting from a drug overdose, following their split in 2012.ĭuring an appearance on The Ellen DeGeneres show on Tuesday, Demi was asked about some of the revelations, and blamed her own insecurities. 'The weight that it put on Ashton, it's kind of a natural thing to pull back when somebody's clinging too tight,' she said.Īdditionally, she claimed that he cheated on her twice after he made her feel pressured to have threesomes. I really lost sight of everything that was right in front of me which is the family I had. 'I can't even bring fully to words how lost and desperate, confused. They tried again for a baby, this time using fertility drugs, but it didn't work.
Moore recalled breaking her 20-year sobriety after Kutcher told her: 'I don't know if alcoholism is a real thing.' However, her drinking got worse and she says she also began abusing Vicodin, a highly-addictive opioid painkiller. The pair married in 2005 and had fertility treatment in the hope that she would get pregnant again. Moore reveals in the book that she had picked a name for the baby girl - Chaplin Ray.ĭemi admitted she blamed herself for the miscarriage during her relationship with Kutcher and started drinking again to deal with the pain. They became pregnant in 2003 shortly after dating, when she was 42, but miscarried six months into the pregnancy. Revealing memoir: The tweets come after the release of Moore's revealing memoir Inside Out, which sheds light on her marriage to Kutcher